Lose All Control

by The Consolation Project

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This album originally recorded in 2008 under the name "Skin".

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released 19 February 2011
Everything you hear composed, performed, and produced by Ron Cavagnaro. There were no pre-made loops or presets used.

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The Consolation Project consists of the relatively unknown solo musician Ron Cavagnaro from Rochester, NY. Ron has been making underground album releases all on his own in his personal and constantly-evolving studio since 1993.

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Track Name: Anytime I'm Out Of Breath
any time i'm out of breath

you give me the oxygen that i need
do you realize what you do?

you know, you realize that you can live life in slow motion
you know, slowly
if you had an hour to find yourself...

any time i'm out of breath

someone tells me where to find some air
come on now
tell me where to find you
to sound

fall right through the blackened clouds
pick yourself up and wear your rightful crown
and softly hit that ground
surrender
Track Name: Cover Our Tracks
the land is grey
and the ancient trees
they point their blackened fingers
towards the sky
where the planes full of ghosts
float motionless and silent overhead

in the color of dead

but no we're not there yet, no we're not there yet

take my hand
let's cover our trails
through these orchards of stones

we're walking on a ledge
tripping on the roots
healing our scars
from the darkness

we cannot be cornered by the
hounds with poison fangs
shadows beyond the edge

we can never die
we won't ever die

no we're not there yet

we are on a course where we cannot look back

covering up our tracks
Track Name: Silhouette Pass Me By
silhouettes, silhouettes
pass me by
down the dark side of the road
the road that leads us to suffering
but those days are gone

you are a sacred creature
your eyes are bright
they blind me until i truly see the light

you hold my breath tight
until i can truly breathe
and the shadows pass me by

i am in love and i am not afraid to say it
still the shadows are floating by
there is no one else like you
there is no one else like me

and in that i find freedom
i am no longer confused
yet the shadows pass me by
down the dark side of the road

you need to lose control
you need to pour out your soul
down the dark side of the road
sing me sweet
sing me sweet
down the dark side of the road

i can see right through it
i can see right through it
Track Name: Give Me A Chance
give me a chance
don't leave me standing here
i am for real
there are no lies
here i stand

give me a chance
encircled
by disgrace
i invite you
come take my hand
it's all i know

theres only seconds to a minute
you know i will be patient
time is all ive got

you know we have a similar likeness
and it seems that you are frightened
you need to think about what you want
you need to think about what you want

because the light is getting brighter
and the shadows are getting darker
don't you hide in the darkness
i hope that is not what you want

it's all i know
Track Name: Gravitation
i'm seeing beauty, love
i'm seeing a child, oh
i'm seeing the brittle charms wrapped around your neck
but it's not jewelry, baby
and it carries the wounds of your past
and i see your lips

i'm seeing beauty, love

in the sunshine
it's alive
we're alive

you see, when you call mankind "the world"
you are missing out on the big picture

we gravitate towards this planet for a reason
Track Name: I Am Here
come over by the fire
i am a piece of your body
you can’t avoid it
no, you can’t avoid it
you can’t avoid it

raise up your tired ceiling
climb on to the top of it

you can’t avoid the skin that is a part of you
you, you mock the cathedrals and people that are inside of you
because of what you do when you let it drop

no matter what i say
you let yourself forget what gets you down
you are not like the others
you have a light inside of you

you’ve got to find your center

i am talking about your livelihood
the clock that makes you tick
the birds that make you sing

there is no one else like you
and everyone you surround yourself with
wants to take it from you

so any time you want
i am here for you to listen

any time you want
i am here to listen to you
i am here
i am here
Track Name: Chin Up
please don't fight your curiosity
everything you have ever wanted
can be found without effort

the door is wide, the door is wide
when are you coming?
your natural light, it caught my eye
please come near
would you swim in the deep end
on a moonlit night?

giving out myself
to the darkest trail
i have absolutely nothing left to lose

come inside, come inside
i have a chair
could you make it so that this room doesn't feel so empty here?
chin up, chin up it's going to be okay

please no worries
you don't have to figure it out right now
right now
take off your covers
look outside, look outside

giving out myself
to the darkest trail
i have absolutely nothing left to lose
Track Name: Sad Eyes
follow the light ahead
fall in the light within

don’t let yourself stumble down
you will be healed

broken inside
broken down crying
you’re caught inside a halo
a halo

white light from your fingers
white light from your teeth
you’re caught in a halo, a halo

the end of the line is here
crumbling all the time in despair
give yourself outside, my dear

the statues are coming alive, my dear
the roman cathedrals survived, so will you

your light will reach so far
no more sad eyes during winter
the morning dove will come alive
the shadows will quiver in fear

the angels are rising
my dear, my dear
my hair is rising
my dear
Track Name: Lose All Control
drowning in the darkest of nights
drowning in the deepest light
i feel like i am the only one alive
drowning in the darkest of nights

i see your face in the moonlight
my skin is crawling from the inside
don't leave my side
don't leave my side
don't go away

if we're together we won't
panic in the deep end

if we cannot breathe
it's not the end
if we cannot see
it's not the end

cut the ribbons
the ribbons of lies
you don't know the thrill
you don't show me the thrill

you know, the pieces

take you in my arms at night
i'll take you in my arms tonight
i've got so many things to show you inside
i will blow the ashes from your porcelain skin

come on
let go

lose all control
Track Name: In The Blood
i'm thinking about you in the night
as the shadows pass me by
outside the window

and there is nothing i can do
no one i can talk to

i pick up the phone
and i have got no numbers to dial

and i go outside and i look out into the sky
and i light a cigarette because no one can soothe me
and i look all around for something i can hold on to

am i losing my mind when i am looking for words to sing?

feel that song
hearing the song
hearing my song
the truth
changing around
the seasons changing around

baby come on knock down my door
all i can say, all i can say:

"come on celebrate my affliction,
my death in the graveyard
is all that you know, in the blood"

in the blood
(sound, heaven around)
kiss me, kiss me

in the sound
i know it, i know it
you've got so many things i need in my life
you've got so many things i have wanted all my life
my life

i think i'm in love with you tonight
tonight

in the blood
(sound, heaven around)
kiss me, kiss me
Track Name: Beside You
knowing what i know about you
i am open wide, deep inside

i am growing and keeping
the voices of silence
the garden that grows
without a doubt
it will never leave my soul

watching my steps from the darkness that lies beneath me

we’re treading in the pools of light
be not frightened

beside you is where i belong
to keep the flames on breathing on
beside you is where i belong
my heart beats a simple song
beside you is where i belong
where the ground keeps on churning on

the candlelights
the candlelights
lead the way my friend
the path that you left behind
hasn’t changed my friend

watching my steps from the darkness that lies beneath me

we’re treading in the pools of light
be not frightened

beside you is where i belong
to keep the flames on breathing on
beside you is where i belong
my heart beats a simple song
beside you is where i belong
where the ground keeps on churning on
Track Name: We Are Free
i'm feeling a little sick
on the spiral staircase
i look down
from the tower of fear

i don't dare
feel for a railing
i don't know where
you could find me

heading around
kissing the ground
spreading my wings out

finding the leech
crumbling their spires
spitting their fangs out

deep inside i'm deep inside
of the oceans of ice
deep in time i'm deep in time
to find all that it takes
to gain what i need to gain
the hall of mirrors are plagued
because my conscience hesitates

i need to know how
to live inside
to live my life

i'm here for a while
what you are giving to me
is helping me fly
dreams and visions come to me
in the light
we are free

heading around
kissing the ground
spreading my wings out

finding the leech
crumbling their spires
spitting their fangs out
Track Name: We Hallucinate Ourselves
keep looking up
dont dare you stray
keep looking up, keep looking up
i can hear your soul whispering, whispering

why don't we all
stop pretending
like you're at a place like heaven

you have so many wounds to heal
let me set you back
before you became involved
with all the things that held you back

so walk with me, now take a step back
and hear me

we hallucinate ourselves to take away the pain
and we, we sedate our lives to make ourselves feel faint
light a candle, it's getting dark in here
when you're giving all that they can take

you know i'm on your side, i'm on your side
you know i'm on your side, i'm on your side
when you're giving all that they can take
Track Name: Crash
step inside to my domain
step inside to my domain
i know you can, i know you can stay
my brittle heart is out in the rain

if i can beg and beg and beg for light
i swear that it will be alright
come ride down the narrow vein
come on and crash into the center of me
the circles drawn in my forehead are wet
and i think that i swear i heard your name

crash into the center of me
crash into the center of me

i'm giving all
i'm giving all
to you
Track Name: You've Got To Reach Inside
i often find myself reaching out my hand

i alone, often find myself trying to help
to those who do not want it

you've got to reach inside of the region dying
all you said in all of that conversation
we tried, we tried
the truth is inside of that region dying
all you said in all of that conversation
we tried, we tried

i need to be aware of the darkness
as much as the light
because your shadows haunt me
and i know that we collide there

we are shining we are shining
you're right
give it time, give it time
you're right

look what you're doing
look at what you're doing

you've got to reach inside of the region dying
all you said in all of that conversation
we tried, we tried
the truth is inside of that region dying
all you said in all of that conversation
we tried, we tried
Track Name: Paper Trails
i'm in here waiting
i'm fading into the light

so many things that bring you down
but it's not over
it's not over
daydreams will help you out now
but it's not over
it's not over
so many people get you down
but it's not over
it's not over
daydreams will help you out
but it's not over
it's not over
so many people get you down

cover me with covers
open your eyes
give me not a glance like that
it's closed deep in you

there are too many criminals
they are stealing all of your voice

heaven, my bed

sometime come around
heaven climbs
to heaven, i rise
your loving eyes

paper trails, paper trails
you hide so much of you

you're scared of the ocean waves
run seven times i don't mind
take in the mirror light

shred and tear
those paper trail eyes
you know it's all in the way
you know i
you know i
dream every day
in lullabies

giving away my illusions
from the deepest of places
i've been for you

deep inside
the morning dove shines
don't leave me